Life is... o_o

So another rant, ish, type thing... At least, there was supposed to be one here. There was something I really wanted to post here, but I seem to have forgotten, or at least, it's decided to hide from my conscious mind >_>' Then again, this usually happens to the number of actually intelligent thoughts that cross my head on the walk home; they get forgotten the second I open the door to my room. FML.

Anyways, This year is now almost halfway over, and HOLY JESUS CHRIST IN HELL has it been one heck of a year so far, seriously. Calling it a rocket-propelled rollercoaster through hell wouldn't even begin to describe how wild it's been, the ups, the downs, the weird-wtfs, everything, and the best part is: The best has yet to come. So, fun crap, and it's only getting better, but I think it's gonna peak next week and then summer will be nothing but a never ending source of boredom till I go off to uni.

I'ma try to make it less boring, but chances of succeeding are slim so, meh. Worse comes to worse, I'll spend the summer catching up on anime, games, and enjoying what it feels like to be able to not give a rats ass for as long as I can: Plus a job, hopefully. Besides, I'll probably be shitting bricks all summer over what will come in the fall so, lawlz.

Oh, remembered part of it. I think I really don't want the (school) year to end, because on top of the fact I really don't want to graduate (yet) I feel I'll lose contact with a few individuals I've met that I really wish I could keep talking to. Knowing how I am, and knowing the fact I may be on the other side of the pond for the first semester of freshman year, it's likely to happen, and it would suck. Because over the past few days I realized that I jumped the gun (AGAIN, holy shit, records are being set aren't they?) and the chick who I thought wouldn't talk to me, in fact is; And I enjoy talking to her, a lot, I don't want to lose that, but we'll see.

There's a couple more, and they know who they are, that I'll no doubt miss but one of them's likely not to stop texting me :P and the other... I dunno :/  we'll have to see how it goes. I dunno, I just feel like it's happening too quickly and too soon after I actually managed to make friends in this damn school for me to leave. I just hope the lessons I've learned this past year and a half hold true and stay in my mind for the next few years, hell knows I'll lead them.

Oh, well there goes the remainder of the rant into my head, just remembered, but this is getting long and boring enough so I'll save it for another time, that one is just mindless dribble so not much is lost, I'm sure.

Random Thought: It is easier to paint oneself an enemy of the world and pretend not to belong then it is to accept the truth and truly deal with it.

"That woman was sexy...Out of your league? Son. Let women figure out why they won't screw you, don't do it for them." -Epicness